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September 19, 2007

Tick-Tock

Wow the waiting it torture. I never imagined it would be this hard to wait. I wonder if the first time is the hardest or is it equally as hard if you have to do it multiple times. I have so much respect for those that have had to do this over and over again. I definitely will have some guilt if it does happen on our first try.

Right now I am trying not to stress Melissa out by hiding my feelings. However, those that know me know that I can't hide my feelings easily. I find that I am having a difficult time sleeping. Melissa appears to be handing the waiting much better than I am.

I know that a month ago I would have thought our feelings would be reversed. I am just an impatient person. I guess this process is good for me but I hate it. I just want to know NOW if it worked or not. I am very positive and have high hopes this has worked. I am prepared for a negative because the odds are against us for our first try. However I do have hope, probably more hope than I thought I would have on the first try.

Again, another example of how much stronger Melissa is than me.

11 comments:

vee said...

Torture indeed. And I don't reckon it gets any easier either, though hoepfully you won't have to test that theory!

I'm a pretty patient person, but the TWW really helps you discover new depths. they should invent a way of just knocking us out for two weeks and then it would feel instant!

oneofhismoms said...

Every TWW is the hardest wait.

And, no guilt... please. I would be so happy if you guys were spared this repetitive torture. So be happy if it works. Just happy.

CD & SP said...

as i'm sure you've figured out, all twws are bad--whether it's your first or 14th! good luck!!!!

Tiffany said...

I know the wait must be hard guys! Good luck though - my fingers are crossed for you. Well, not this second, because I'm typing....but, well....you get it :)

Kim said...

I'm right there with you! We've got 5 days left and I'm about to lose it! The first week went by really quick but geesh....it's draggin' now.

Here's wishin' us a speedy TWW with positive results!

tbean said...

sorry the wait is tortue---I can only imagine!!

Erin said...

TWW sucks. Hang in there!

Holly said...

It is such TORTURE!! And it is funny how you both respond to the stress!!!
Good luck!!

amanda said...

Just catching up a bit, so i didn't even realize you had already done the IUIs...
i really do hope this works for you guys. If i could save anyone the pain of waiting month after month, i would.
GOOD LUCK!

Chips said...

tww sucks. delurking to wish you luck and a speedy end to the torture.

Kim said...

Just 4 short days 'til your BFP!!!

M & I have everything crossed for yall!