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November 24, 2009

Memory Lane

I've seen on a few blogs that people are looking back to what they were doing a year ago, how they were feeling and what not. I guess the holidays brings that out in you. I had to look back to see what was happening and to my surprise this time last year I was recovering from my hysteroscopy and laperoscopy. In someways it seems like eons ago that we were going through that hell but other times I'm surprised at how close to the surface all of those feelings are. I wonder if I'll ever get over and recover from those agonizing two years of TTC to a place where I'm not easily angered by someone else's sheer happenstance of getting pregnant or anothers lack of reverence at how lucky they are not to have struggled.

This pregnancy has not erased the bad memories like I naively thought it would but it has slowly started to heal our shattered hearts. So to all the ladies struggling to conceive this holiday season and to those that where meant to have babies in your arms right now but sadly don't, please know we are still here for you and have not forgotten how hard it is to do what you're doing. XOXO

13 comments:

Jackie said...

Well said.

Have a happy Thanksgiving.

2momswithaplan said...

Wonderful post! I hope to be in your shoes this time next year! ;) Happy Thanksgiving!

CJ said...

I usually hit the retrospeculative arena around New Year's! Turkey day is for eating!! Enjoy!

Lisa said...

Well said.

Rockin` Mama said...

awesome congrats!!!!!!!!! Happy Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!

S. said...

I look back every month - and now I'm looking back several years!! Yikes - how time flies! It's a good perspective on things, yes?

Gayby Rabies said...

I hope that in time, that punched-in-the-gut feeling you get when you hear about people who conceived easily will lessen. But I can't imagine it ever truly goes away. If nothing else, you're in a much, much better place than you were last year.
Also, I really like the new ticker! I can't believe Bit is going to be here so soon!

poppycat.wordpress.com said...

I am so glad that your lives have changed so much over the course of twelve short months. It makes my heart happy to hear it and I hope those lingering feelings become less jagged and painful as time wears on. Happy holidays you three!

Raks said...

thanks.. hefully next tnaksgiving i will be pregnant too.

mekate said...

Acupuncture can help turn that little one around- really-- worth a try.
and sending love to you and Amy and your little cabbage. Happy Thanksgiving to you all!
xox
kate

tbean said...

Thank you for this.

Dani and Dru said...

=)

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